All the nights I've spent crying, all the days I've felt like dying.. The tears I've shed missing you, and the fights we never had.. The almost texts saying "I miss you, come back" and the lack of confidence I always seem to have..
It could easily be over if I would give up and let you back in, but I'm stronger than that, and I will forever be the girl you almost had.
You told me you loved me on that gloomy October night, but I knew I couldn't believe you; you're known to tell lies.
How could you just stop talking to me after everything we've been through. You promised you wouldn't replace me but due to your Facebook posts, you've found somebody knew.
I could just give in, and come running back, telling how much I need you and become the girl you easily have. But, I'm better and much, much more wiser than that.
I lay awake at night, that's when it's the worst. Every night you would call and say you loved me, always making me fall.
But, tonight I will sleep fine, and save my precious tears, because I've realized right now, that I'm going to thank myself later down.
I will be fine, although I might now and then still shed a tear or two. But one day I'll be able to say I didn't let you back in. And the satisfactory will be so great, I won't even remember what it was like back then.
I'm going to thank myself later for this, even though it's hard sometimes to do. I'm proud of myself, maybe one day you will be too.
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
15 Songs That Every Girl Should Hear
Heeeyo! I've been trying to rack my brains of ideas for blog posts, and I thought I should share fifteen songs that I think every girl should hear :)
In NO particular order,
1. Skyscraper - Demi Lovato http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_8ydghbGSg ...This is SUCH an empowering song. This was literally on loop for me summer 2011. If you listen to the words of this song and the emotion in her voice, it will make you feel stronger, and turn any bad day into a good one. I love Demi so much and her and this song has helped me through so much.
2. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIjVuRTm-dc
...Oh my goodness. I love this song so much. I'm a HUGE fan of Adam Levine (he's my boyfriend... duh! ;) and his voice, and these lyrics make the days that I feel alone, much, much better. No matter what, there is someone out there who loves you.
3. Sooner or Later - Mat Kearney http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2alcO-Bqylc ...Sooner or later we are going to have tough times when nothing goes our way, but there's going to be someone (or something) that grabs your hand, and helps you through those times.. Sooner or later the good times will come. Bad and good comes and goes, and you cant enjoy the victory of the mountain without the struggle in the valley.
4. Paradise - Coldplay http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1G4isv_Fylg
...This is the song about those dreams you had as a kid, or even those dreams that you even still have today. Those dreams where you escape reality, and dream of the perfect life.. Paradise. P.S. This song is like a magical journey, which makes it even better :)
5. Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_m-BjrxmgI ...Okay, this song may or may not be the perfect cheer me up, haha. I love this song, even though I don't have that special someone in my life that feels for me like he does Delilah, BUT someone, someday will feel this way about me.. He will walk a thousand miles just to see me. This is just a really good love song.
6. Sometimes Love - Brooke White http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjGUavoWotg ...First of all, I LOVE Brooke White, (she was on season 7 of American Idol, she came in 5th :) she and her songs, much like Demi, have helped me through so much, and she is such a sweetheart! (she replied to me several times on various social websites :) But, this song is about how you shouldn't settle for love that you are unhappy with, because there is someone out there that will give you the love you deserve.
7. Ours - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZ34LlaIk88 ...How could I not put a Taylor Swift song on this list?! She has a song for everything! :) But, Ours talks about not worrying your pretty little mind. People are going to constantly try to tear you, and/or your relationships apart, but you are you, your relationships are yours, and nobody can take YOU away from YOU.
8. Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmrOB_q3tjo ...Point blank, this is a fun song! On bad days, I can blast this tune, let my hair down, and get happy. This song is just a reminder to keep my head up! It will majorly brighten your day :)
9. Shake It Out - Glee (originally by Florence + the Machine) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4MCzmUQrTk ...This song is perfect for any bad day! Just shake out all the bad emotions, and situations that may be happening!
10. Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrWjqybKDyI ...Swifty does it again with her amazing, feel good lyrics! Stay beautiful, no matter what happens no matter who you end up with, where you end up, what you end up doing keep calm and stay beautiful, which is just the way you are!
11. Sleep - Azure Ray http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qrK6IxWu2Q ...Okay, this song is super, super relaxing! I love listening to this song late at night when I can't sleep, or while it's raining. It's just a very beautiful song with beautiful lyrics, vocals, and harmonies! I love this song and it always makes me feel happy!
12. Whatever Will Be - Vannessa Hudgens http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4EMN1YMwnc
...I listen to this song at least once a week because I tend to find myself always worrying, and worrying is bad for many, many different reasons! This song tells you that whatever will be, will be! Don't worry, if you put your all into it, there's nothing more you could do! Everything happens for a reason.
13. Believe In Me - Demi Lovato http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM4s56-ChoY
..."I'm losing myself trying to compete.. I just want to believe in me." This song is gold. Demi sings about all the reasons we don't want to feel beautiful, and believe in ourselves, but at the end, she realizes that we are carefully and wonderfully made. We don't need to be afraid to wake up feeling beautiful and believing in ourselves.
14. Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfFi4Q7ueA8
...Okay let's be honest.. This is probably my favorite song of all time, and it would be a crime to not include it :) but, this really is a great song that frankly, I can't analyze. But, to say the least it's about being in a relationship that looks healthy and happy, but is actually burning and crumbling on the inside.
15. The Sun Will Rise - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DsU6Ws5Qd4
...When I first heard this song, I started crying. I know how it feels to be so low that you feel like you're trapped in darkness and can't move and breathe. But, nothing last forever, the hardtimes will pass. You can't have a rainbow, without a little storm. The sun will rise.
I hope you've enjoyed these songs, and brief 'lil analyzations. My choice of music is very girly, but these are 15 great songs if I do say so myself :)
xo,
- Makayla
In NO particular order,
1. Skyscraper - Demi Lovato http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_8ydghbGSg ...This is SUCH an empowering song. This was literally on loop for me summer 2011. If you listen to the words of this song and the emotion in her voice, it will make you feel stronger, and turn any bad day into a good one. I love Demi so much and her and this song has helped me through so much.
2. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIjVuRTm-dc
...Oh my goodness. I love this song so much. I'm a HUGE fan of Adam Levine (he's my boyfriend... duh! ;) and his voice, and these lyrics make the days that I feel alone, much, much better. No matter what, there is someone out there who loves you.
3. Sooner or Later - Mat Kearney http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2alcO-Bqylc ...Sooner or later we are going to have tough times when nothing goes our way, but there's going to be someone (or something) that grabs your hand, and helps you through those times.. Sooner or later the good times will come. Bad and good comes and goes, and you cant enjoy the victory of the mountain without the struggle in the valley.
4. Paradise - Coldplay http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1G4isv_Fylg
...This is the song about those dreams you had as a kid, or even those dreams that you even still have today. Those dreams where you escape reality, and dream of the perfect life.. Paradise. P.S. This song is like a magical journey, which makes it even better :)
5. Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_m-BjrxmgI ...Okay, this song may or may not be the perfect cheer me up, haha. I love this song, even though I don't have that special someone in my life that feels for me like he does Delilah, BUT someone, someday will feel this way about me.. He will walk a thousand miles just to see me. This is just a really good love song.
6. Sometimes Love - Brooke White http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjGUavoWotg ...First of all, I LOVE Brooke White, (she was on season 7 of American Idol, she came in 5th :) she and her songs, much like Demi, have helped me through so much, and she is such a sweetheart! (she replied to me several times on various social websites :) But, this song is about how you shouldn't settle for love that you are unhappy with, because there is someone out there that will give you the love you deserve.
7. Ours - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZ34LlaIk88 ...How could I not put a Taylor Swift song on this list?! She has a song for everything! :) But, Ours talks about not worrying your pretty little mind. People are going to constantly try to tear you, and/or your relationships apart, but you are you, your relationships are yours, and nobody can take YOU away from YOU.
8. Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmrOB_q3tjo ...Point blank, this is a fun song! On bad days, I can blast this tune, let my hair down, and get happy. This song is just a reminder to keep my head up! It will majorly brighten your day :)
9. Shake It Out - Glee (originally by Florence + the Machine) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4MCzmUQrTk ...This song is perfect for any bad day! Just shake out all the bad emotions, and situations that may be happening!
10. Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrWjqybKDyI ...Swifty does it again with her amazing, feel good lyrics! Stay beautiful, no matter what happens no matter who you end up with, where you end up, what you end up doing keep calm and stay beautiful, which is just the way you are!
11. Sleep - Azure Ray http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qrK6IxWu2Q ...Okay, this song is super, super relaxing! I love listening to this song late at night when I can't sleep, or while it's raining. It's just a very beautiful song with beautiful lyrics, vocals, and harmonies! I love this song and it always makes me feel happy!
12. Whatever Will Be - Vannessa Hudgens http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4EMN1YMwnc
...I listen to this song at least once a week because I tend to find myself always worrying, and worrying is bad for many, many different reasons! This song tells you that whatever will be, will be! Don't worry, if you put your all into it, there's nothing more you could do! Everything happens for a reason.
13. Believe In Me - Demi Lovato http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM4s56-ChoY
..."I'm losing myself trying to compete.. I just want to believe in me." This song is gold. Demi sings about all the reasons we don't want to feel beautiful, and believe in ourselves, but at the end, she realizes that we are carefully and wonderfully made. We don't need to be afraid to wake up feeling beautiful and believing in ourselves.
14. Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfFi4Q7ueA8
...Okay let's be honest.. This is probably my favorite song of all time, and it would be a crime to not include it :) but, this really is a great song that frankly, I can't analyze. But, to say the least it's about being in a relationship that looks healthy and happy, but is actually burning and crumbling on the inside.
15. The Sun Will Rise - Kelly Clarkson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DsU6Ws5Qd4
...When I first heard this song, I started crying. I know how it feels to be so low that you feel like you're trapped in darkness and can't move and breathe. But, nothing last forever, the hardtimes will pass. You can't have a rainbow, without a little storm. The sun will rise.
I hope you've enjoyed these songs, and brief 'lil analyzations. My choice of music is very girly, but these are 15 great songs if I do say so myself :)
xo,
- Makayla
Friday, August 10, 2012
Happy Birthday, Maci & Kylie!
Happy Birthday to two of the most beautiful girls out there, Maci Bookout from Teen Mom, and Kylie Jenner!
Kylie, I always get so embarrassed when I think about your age! I can not believe you JUST turned 15! You are six inches taller than me, and so much more beautiful! I adoooree your style, hair, personality, and PIERCINGS! :) There is honestly not a single flaw on you! Happy Birthday gorgeous!
Maci, I don't claim to know everything about you and your life, but from what I do know, I know that you are an amazing person. I can tell that you learn from your mistakes, and that you are bulletproof. I'm in love with the way that you ALWAYS think of Bentley before yourself. You are one of the best mama's out there! You and I share southern accents and I ADORE that! Haha. You are the definition of a classy southern girl! Thank-you for inspiring and helping so many teen girls out there! I most definitely look up to you! So, happy happy TWENTY FIRST birthday, Maci! I would've DEFINITELY been partying with you tonight at Butter if I was 18!! I only live like 30 minutes away and it is killllliiinnngggg me! Haha. - P.S. I will most definitely babysit Benny ANYTIME. I am SO in love with your little boy! He is THE CUTEST thing I think I've EVER seen. :)
Hope you two ladies are having a good one :) xo
Kylie, I always get so embarrassed when I think about your age! I can not believe you JUST turned 15! You are six inches taller than me, and so much more beautiful! I adoooree your style, hair, personality, and PIERCINGS! :) There is honestly not a single flaw on you! Happy Birthday gorgeous!
Maci, I don't claim to know everything about you and your life, but from what I do know, I know that you are an amazing person. I can tell that you learn from your mistakes, and that you are bulletproof. I'm in love with the way that you ALWAYS think of Bentley before yourself. You are one of the best mama's out there! You and I share southern accents and I ADORE that! Haha. You are the definition of a classy southern girl! Thank-you for inspiring and helping so many teen girls out there! I most definitely look up to you! So, happy happy TWENTY FIRST birthday, Maci! I would've DEFINITELY been partying with you tonight at Butter if I was 18!! I only live like 30 minutes away and it is killllliiinnngggg me! Haha. - P.S. I will most definitely babysit Benny ANYTIME. I am SO in love with your little boy! He is THE CUTEST thing I think I've EVER seen. :)
Hope you two ladies are having a good one :) xo
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
merry christmas.
so, as you may know, today is christmas day, & sadly, it is almost over. this christmas was most definitely different. we didn’t have all of our family over, [which makes me sad], there was hardly no christmas spirit, [which also makes me sad], & christmas week went by way too quickly, [which as you may guess, makes me sad] but!, on a high note i did get an amazing christmas present, a macbook pro!, & i got to experience my first ever WHITE CHRISTMAS! :D
once christmas day is over, you find yourself sad & wanting the christmas songs, the christmas lights, the love, the food, the happiness, the cold, the ornaments, that “christmas spirit” to last forever, but sadly you know it can’t.
christmas time is by far my favorite time of the year & i know for me, it will deeply be missed. all my love, goodbye christmas.
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